Someday, somehow, somewhere

all I know is that you will be in me forever

but how?? how could it be?? You're not mine now, and you don;t Even care for me at all. . When would the time come that you'll realize you still Love me. . WHEN????

I'm trying to escape this feelings I have for you to come back, but as time goes by I found myself graving. .

as time passes by I found my heart catastrophizing. . . ='(

~you know who you are~

"Why Am I Keep on Thinking of You?"

Why Am I keep on thinking of you?
that in fact you don't even know me,
you don't even know my name. .

Why Am I keep on thinking of you?
that in every time I see you,
you're just passing me by. .

Why Am I keep on thinking of you?
that even me myself don't know what to do,
I want to escape. . really. .

Why Am I keep on thinking of you??

Am I Really HAPPY???

It's been a month for i don't see you. . It's been a hundred minutes that i don't hear your voice. .
But it's OK. . and I will be OK. .

What am i trying to do is that keep away myself from you, because you know what?? I hate the way that is used to be. . I don't really know if I'm truly happy or what??? i miss you. . I just can't really help it. . but. . but. . . I'D RATHER DO NOTHING BUT HAPPY THAN DO THINGS THAT I DON'T LOVE. .

but I'm in silence now. . reminiscing the past and realizing that I GO CRAZY WITHOUT YOU. .

Waiting for you in silence. . =)